May 2012
Waterbending
missavatar:
Expectation:
Reality:
Out of sight, out of mind.
Looking back and thinking, “I could have trained harder, I could have played harder, I could have done better, I could have been better.”
I will be better.
(how to say goodbye)
52hearts:
people keep thinking this is a process you hurry yourself through, as if in the rip of a bandaid, all the pain will go away — but it is more of something you have to ease yourself into, like the slow course of taking in a needle from a nurse. it is something you have to learn to breathe along with. it is something you have to eventually accept in that it happening for the better....
April 2012
r-elaine asked: what college in ucsd are you in?!? :D
ucsd’s Facebook group is making me so excited to go down to SoCal for school :)
And then she would smile, to show me how, and it was the saddest smile I ever...
– Charles Bukowski (via sammyycakes)
March 2012
this has got to be the worst week of my life
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admission decisions, late night dance practices, mounds and mounds of work…
can’t play badminton because of time and schedule conflicts omfg
how can i improve if i never have time to play
i am super tired all the time because there is seriously no time to sleep
my heart breaks with every admission letter posted up
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My last dance concert is coming up guys! April 11/12. Please come :(
[[MORE]]It honestly breaks my heart when I ask my friends to come to my last dance concert. I’ve had ~5 so far and this concert on April 11/12 is the most important concert to me. “I’ll see” and “maybe” and “I’m not sure…” is so disheartening and really shows how much...